Ponderisms...

So, today was kind of an awful day to be honest. But that doesn't matter..

Have you ever seen someone staring off into the distance and wondered what in the world they were thinking of? Because, to get my mind off of things today, I was making up stories about what different people were thinking about. Like, maybe the guy next to me as just thinking about what he was going to have for lunch today, or the girl across the hall was maybe thinking about whether her 'boyfriend' was thinking of her. Or maybe the person is just sitting there pondering just how badly they failed that quiz they just took. Maybe they are thinking about much deeper things, like wells for instance. Haha sorry, bad joke. But maybe they were thinking of college or family issues or maybe how they were going to make it thru the next day..
My point is, we can't really know what people are thinking about. We don't know what they're fighting or how they are struggling in their own life.. Maybe we should actually take the time to talk to one another.. Get to actually know the person next to you, instead o just. Asking for the answer of question five. You never know... Maybe you saying hi will be their only reason to smile that day.

Seeing vs Believing..

So I've come to believe that just because a song comes from a musical or movie or whatever doesn't mean that it's going to have less heart than a song that some artist wrote that plays on the radio... And as cheesy or stupid as it sounds, my song of the day comes from a Disney movie. It's called Wouldn't Change A Thing... An I really think its worth listening to..

It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say,
His mind is somewhere far away,
And I don't know how to get there,
It's like all he wants is to chill out,
(She's serious)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(She's always in a rush and interrupted)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)
You, me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
You're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing,
She's always trying to save the day,
Just wanna let my music play,
She's all or nothing,
But my feeling's never change,
Why does he try to read my mind?
(I try to read her mind)
It's not good to psychoanalyze,
(She tries to pick a fight to get attention)
That's what all of my friends say,
(That's what all of my friends say),
You, me
We're face to face,
But we don't see eye to eye,
Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything,
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars).
but you're the harmony to every song I sing,
And I wouldn't change a thing,
 When I'm yes, she's no,
When I hold on, he just lets go,
We're perfectly imperfect,
But I wouldn't change a thing, no.
Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything,
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
but you're the harmony to every song I sing,
And I wouldn't change a thing,
But I can't stay mad at you for anything,
We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars (like different stars)
but you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing

To All the Guys Out There...

So, there is a song that's been out for a little while that pretty much sums up some of the things that completely melts a girls heart. As in, if someone were to tell ME these things, heaven forbid sing it, I would most likely start crying. This beautiful song is by an upcoming Alt-country artist named Hunter Hayes. The song? Wanted. It's literally amazing. Just so you can get an idea, here's some of the lyrics. But if you really want to understand why I love this song so much, go look it up. Right now. Literally, stop reading this and look up this song!

'Cause I wanna wrap you up, Wanna kiss your lips, I wanna make you feel wanted, And I wanna call you mine, Wanna hold your hand forever, Never let you forget it, Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted"

"Anyone can tell you you're pretty, You get that all the time, I know you do, But your beauty's deeper than the makeup. And I wanna show you what I see tonight."

Night all!

11:01 p.m.

So basically, tonight has been rough for me. I'm not even 100% sure why... I've been thinking of all the things that really got me thru this past year. And besides God and my family(which isn't just blood, trust me). Music is what pulled me through. And the one power ballad that practically describes what I was/am going through is Skyscraper... Because yes, I've made some crappy choices. I've pushed people away and maybe even brought in people who were toxic to me. But everyday ive gotten stronger in some way, through this. And I have been pulling myself back up. Risings if you will.. So even though I've mentioned this song before, listen to it. And maybe even look up the interviews talking about the background of it... Music is a powerful thing.. Just remember that..


You can take everything I am. You can break everything I have; like I'm made of glass... 
Like I'm made of paper.. Go on and try to tear me down, cause I will be rising from the ground. Like a SKYSCAPER... 

Corn-y day...

Saw this quote tonight and it fits today perfectly.. 'I'm someone else when I'm with you.. Someone more like myself.'


Also, one of my favorite things P.M. Said today 'I wonder if people drive through here and wonder, why did they name these corn fields 'Walton'?'

Stronger...

So, lately, i've been thinking. And ive decided that i'm not like everyone else. Now, don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that i think i'm better than anyone else, it's quite the opposite really. I just don't believe that i think like the rest of my peers. I don't really know how to describe it. so, i'll just leave ya'll with a little playlist so that you can get inside my head a little..
Playlist #2
1. A Little Bit Stronger- Sara Evans
2. Ours- Taylor Swift
3. Our July In The Rain (Stripped)- He Is We
4. Ships in the Night- Mat Kearney
5. I Caught Myself- Paramore
6. Say You Like Me- We The Kings
7.Vulnerable- Secondhand Serenade
8. Invisible- Taylor Swift
9. Break Down Here- Julie Roberts
10. Down- Jason Walker

Toodles..

App Happy...

So it's almost midnight and what am I doing? Playing freaking Tiny Wings and Coin Dozer. I seriously need to put a lock on this phone Tht shuts it off automatically. Because I'm seriously got to get some sleep soon.. But then again, who wouldn't want to stay awake and play with the 360 Panoramic App? But thei title of this post isn't just about Applicatioms for my phone, it also refers to the happy Appaloosa horses I've been working with(: well, actually one is an Appy, and there's also a Paint and a mini horse. There's nothing like working in the barn all day. It just kind of makes one feel accomplished when you see the horses with shiny coats and the barn in tip-top shape. And even though this post is super short, I've seriously got to shut this thig off and try to get a couple hours of sleep. Now playing?? Our July in the Rain (acoustic) by He Is We