It's a Funny Thing Actually...

So.. Maybe I lied. It's not really funny. So if anyone is actually reading this, I'm sorry.
This post is actually about a guy. A guy who I thought was amazing...And that I really enjoy spending time with. He actually the best friend of one of my other guy friends. And we went to a movie.. And I felt completely comfortable with him. He's funny, smart, and thoughtful. He's go a sense of humor that I admire, and a way of knowing in the World that's impressive. I really liked him.. And the truth is, I still really like him. But it seems he's already moved on from whatever it was we had. I mean, I shouldn't be surprised, I'm not the type of girl he's gone for in the past.  I'm not rail thin and I dont have perfect hair.. And I guess maybe part of the reason he's distant is my not brig sure of myself. My lack of confidence you could say.. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm bigger than he is.. For me, it didn't even matter. I hope there is still hope. Because I was genuinely happy for the time we were close, and that's tough for me normally. Idk.. I'll stop being and idiot now.