Family...

I always thought that when we grew up we would be close.. I never dreamed that I would actually exclude myself o much that now, all I can do is what you hurting and not be able to do anything. On one side I haveone girl who is trying to grow up way too fast... And I worry about her greatly.. I also have one girl who is making poor decisions and isn't able to see the extent of what she's doing.. I don't want to lose her to the awful grasps of this world that seems to have already sucked her and her younger sister in. On my other side though... I find myself with a whole other kind of worry.. The kind that keeps you up at night because you have no idea If they are okay or not. And with the choices that are being made.. Well I'm worried. And honestly, after I think about these three, I think about me, and I never thought I'd be where I am. I've made choices that I now have to own up to and I have to face some issues that I've caused and situations that pushed me to make awful decisions.. When we were younger I never saw any of us growing up like this. I just hope I'm not too late to try to fix relationships with them... Because Lord knows this family needs a little healing all throughout it... Night all...