Today I have had quite a few things taxing my brain..
Part of it is just the normal school work, but on top of that I've also been thinking about a girl whose really close to me who is becoming really unhealthy with he'd self image, thinking about the drama within drama club that's driving me crazy, worrying about my freind because of everything that's been going on, worrying about my family, procrastinating college apps, and thinking about a guy who will most likely never think of me as more than a friend... Which really really sucks. I'm trying to just be okay, because it's not like I can change how he feels.. I just wish so much that it could/would work out.. I love spending time with him. I love the fact that even when he does things that drive me crazy, it's never enough to actually make me upset with him.
I'm reading a book right now called Dancing with the Devil... I'm kind of cynical about what it will be like. But a close friend, a sister really, told me that I really need too read it.. So I'm trying.. Alsoc I can't get over listening to Bon Iver on pandora. I love the variety that comes up. Okay, well I need to get to sleep soon... Goodnight!
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