End or beginning?..

Is this the end? Or is this just a chance to find what I've been looking for? Today a part or 'season' of my life has come to an end. And I feel okay with that to some extent. I'm not so sure my heart was totally in it.. It could have been great. But I get in the way of myself. Also, today is Monday. Which is basically the perfect basis for a bad day. So my migraine and nosebleed were probably just there to add excitement or something. I was looking through my quote book and found this one and it made me think.       “A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever”. This is inevitably true. Too bad we don't realize it until too late.. It's 10:16 pm and honestly? I just wish someone would text me so I wouldn't feel so alone... Now playing? Mistake by Demi Lovato "Won't be taking your midnight calls I'll ignore the rocks you throw at my walls. I can see it written on your face you know you've made it, your greatest mistake." <--- definitely my song tonight.