Saturday Night Thoughts...

Good evening! I'd like to call this meeting to order. First off, I'd just like to say that my least favorite number is 8. Second, my hair is currently in braids. Not like the kind of braids that are totally in style, but like little girl braids down the side of my head. Haha I love it. Today was really really nice out. I spent all day with my mom and it was nice. We didn't do a darn thing, but it was great just being in each others company. She seems a little off lately... The nausea has been much worse lately. The third thing I'd like to put out here is the results to my experiment I mentioned the other day. Well, the results show that only two people tried to talk to me. One was just asked a question that I didn't know the answer to, and one had a very short text convo with me but then said nothing for the next two days... So yeah, these findings really suck. Like bad. But I halfway expected this, so it's okay. I've decided that really, on life if you don't like something, you should just change it. And well, I don't like me. So I think it's that time again for some growing up, re-evaluating, and some sweat, because I'm ready to just surround myself with those who care and I love and work on getting me back to healthy. I'm ready to be truly happy. I need this. So, I guess if you don't hear very much from me, you might be something that changed in my life. I love you guys who are actually out there reading this! Enjoy tonight... -A