Thinking...

I've got a lot on my mind and luckily, a lot of time tonight to do said thinking. The first thing on my mind? Honestly I've been going over the counts to a mallet excercise from my practice tonight. And it goes a little something like this: 1-e-a 2-and 3-e-a 4-and. Haha yeah. That's my life for ya(: the second thing I'm thinking about is whether I should have given him more time than I did.. I feel like something great could have happened. But I feel like as every second passes the 'us' that could have been slips farther into the past. The third thing I'm thinking about is what am I going to think years from now when I look back on this year. This the scars have faded? Will I remember any of these lyrics that I so adore right now? Will I still have some of the same friends in my life? There is also some other deep stuff going through my head.. But I feel like it doesn't really matter enough to put it on here for you all to read. So goodnight for now...