Yeah, I didn't think so..

So, tonight I thought about posting something on twitter. But then I realized that no one would care what I wrote anyway, so i didnt. I'd much rather post on here, because this blog I'm doing for me, not for anyone else. And tonight I would just like to put it out there that someways, I break. I reach that point where I just literally start crying. Where I feel like I can't take this anymore and I just want to drive away with all the ones I love in my life and get away from everything here. But then I realize that after this horrible day is over, I'll be better. The next day? I'll be stronger than the day before. And I'll be alright for awhile. Today I found out that even mydisguise is better than I thought. Even my 'best friend' can't see through it anymore. Oh well. I really did have an enjoyable evening after all of this... You know, I really am worried about my mom. I just want her to be okay. To not be plagued with this damn thing called cancer. She doesn't deserve this. And I would do absolutely anything to take it away from her. Idk, I suppose that's enough ranting for tonight. Oh, and seeing as this is my 42nd post, I'm dedicating it to my good friend P. M. He'd understand why... Goodnight y'all! -A Now playing: Scars by Miley Cyrus.. Don't be hating..